wow, it's been nearly two years since my last journal entry. I died... O.o

anyways, my life hasn't been very exciting to tell the truth. I did, however, find the most awesome boyfriend ever. I seriously can't wait to marry him! XD

I got to go to a Con last year in November, Sugicon, and in May I won first in costume for an international language competition in the Japanese category of course. lol

As far as learning Japanese goes, I could survive with what I know now, and I'm pretty fluent. My third year on August eighth, yay.

Next year I should actually be talking a trip to Japan with my Sensei and a few others, or at least I hope (I'm going to be unhappy if I don't...he promised!). My friend just recently came back, about a week ago in fact.

woot! well that's about it!

Yes, very much so.

sigh, sorry everyone for complete abandonment. Hopefully I'll get on more often from now on; no promises though.

Life has been very interesting for me lately. I moved in June and I thew a big fit over it but now, I could almost care less about anything. I'm a little more open to new things, I'm some what more outgoing, my hate for the human race has increased, and I'm as lazy as ever! So....tell me what the heck happened there?

anyway....
I'm am now playing FFVIII and absolutely love it! I still like FFVII, of course. But 8 is in close behind the 7 trilogy.
Me and some friends also made a website if you want to check it out: [link]
it's just a small RPG site right now, but I say it is much fun! So check it out, please.

and....
I'm now studying Japanese in school and it is quite fun! Only Destiny, I tell you, only Destiny. I mean really how many school districts are there that actually teach Japanese? Probably not many, right? Well, I just happen to land up in one.... not knowing it untill I registered....

so....
I love my new house. I especially love my room. It is decorated kinda' Asian like, it's really dark most of the time (might be why I sleep so much...), and it is just awesome even if I don't have all the deco and bedsheets bought yet. lol, my bed sheets are from my other room, my beloved one, my one with the moons and stars. It was very cool, mind you, it was not at all childish. Am I right, Kaitsurino?

plus....
I was a gothic Loli for holloween! I got finished making it at the perfect time, so heck, why not wear it right? I love it to peices really! I had so much fun making it too. I was planing to make another.
For next holloween, I'm going to be an LotR inspired elf. I'm probably going to get started on that during the summer.
I'm also going to make a Turk outfit (FF7) for an upcomming convention I'm going to. Daigacon! I can't wait to go, either!

anywhoo....
I bet my life is of no importance to you, so I won't say anymore unless you ask for it.

also, if I have any request to finish, tell me now. I know of yours DeathHound, so no worries.


ok for all the stalkers, friends, and clubs.....
I love you all, but I am much to lazy. I'll put you all on here later!

I feel neglected!!

I'm turning in to an emo!!!






Just kidding, I do feel lonely though.....
oh BTW, I got the kiriban done for you, Deathhound! I just have to color it



love to all who love me back!

don't you just hate people who give destructive comments? I went back to DAA^3 for the first time in over 2 years and one dumbass was all like, "is that a drawing of iscac newton? " seriously I drew that pic 4 years ago! cut this soul some slack! Anyway, my Sesshy pics were doing well though people still love them, thankfully.
I'm I that bad at drawing??
sometimes it seems that way. Maybe I should quit?
well anyway thanks to all who belive I can draw, we need more people like you
try to give as many constructive comments to this poor soul as you can

BTW: what types of pics would you like to see next from me if you want to see anything



too bummed to add everyone, but love you all the same

taken from . lol, I think this quiz is funny, I act happy but the inner emotions are evil, as you can see


Emo percentage quiz:


[x]You hate the world.
[x]You hate society.
[x]You think vampires are cool.
[]You write poetry.
[]You have colored your hair black Halloween
[x]You wear black/blue eyeliner At times.
[]You write poetry that's not for school.
[x]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[]You think love is a waste of time.
[x]You've given up on the world.

Total =6

[x]You've shopped at Hot Topic
[x]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[]You wear more bracelets than a Russian
[]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog.
[]You're extremely pale. (I wish)
[]You are a member of a poetry site.
[]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x]You are an atheist or agnostic. (agnostic; I belive in god but I deny the fact that we will ever - know about the universe origins)
[]You don't believe in god.
[]Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 3

[x]You have been referred to as scary.
[x]You have been referred to as demented.
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[x]You have been known to hate teachers.
[]You have been known to cause trouble.
[]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[x] You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[x]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total =6

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind
[x]You have screamed before
[x]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[]you've seen The Exorcist.
[]You liked The Exorcist.
[]You've seen Saw.
[]You liked Saw.
[x]You've done voodoo.
[x]You hate sports.
[x]You dress up as the most morbid thing possible on Halloween.

Total = 6

[x]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[]You have an obsession with fire.
[x]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[x]You're not afraid of spiders.
[x]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[]You've painted your nails black
[]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[x]You like art with negative meanings

Total = 6

Now add up your total and multiply by two.
27x2= 54%